Actually this has nothing to do with "him" but I want to post this here just in case I delete everything accidentally. The two main characters are Do Kyungsoo and Kim Jongin- both from a KPOP group called EXO. No, they're not really a thing but close friends in real- this is just a fangirl dream, of course. A delusion. Anyway, it doesn't matter. Only I- EXO-Ls and KaiSoo shippers can understand each other.
If you ever read this please be kind. I'm not really good with english so if you encounter grammar mistakes, just ignore it or well, I don't really mind if you tell me about it. Ok, I'll stop talking now.
Another warning: Unfinished stories.
This was written after Jongin's dating news with Krystal on April 1, 2016.
The sunset was beautiful that day, he noticed. But
then he remembered that he’s not the one who really likes sunset the most. So
he decided to go look for that person that day. As he was walking back to their
dorm, he noticed two familiar figures outside, talking happily like they were
the only ones around. He decided to step back, not wanting to bother those but
before he could turn around, he saw the taller one leaning in. He swore he
never saw a glass or even holding one around that time. So it’s weird that he
heard a glass shattering. What he doesn’t know is that it wasn’t a glass to
begin with.
It was his own heart, breaking into fine pieces.
Kyungsoo came back a few hours after he saw the two
familiar figures outside the dorm building. He stared at himself on the
reflection from his phone and sighed in relief. His eyes aren’t puffy and red
anymore. At least he looked decent enough to go back and pretend like he didn’t
see anything that late afternoon.
He bit his lower lip and nibbled on it out of habit
when he was nervous as he slowly entered the lobby of the dorm, eyes on the
floor afraid he might see something heartbreaking again. After successfully
getting into the elevators, Kyungsoo closed his eyes and prayed quietly not to
let him meet any of his friends right now. He only wanted to go to bed and
slept everything away tonight. He didn’t know if he could talk to everyone
right now without crying his heart out. Especially if it was about a certain
man with plump lips and sun-kissed skin, the one who dances with so much
passion and could even took everyone’s breath away with his sudden smirk,
someone that is Kim Jongin—
the guy he didn’t know when he fell in love with— although it didn’t matter now since Kyungsoo willingly let
himself be pulled to the pit of unknown.
The
elevator door was opened with a loud sound waking Kyungsoo up from his reverie.
His feet immediately padded towards the door of his shared room with Chanyeol,
one of his longtime friends, and fiddled with his small shoulder bag for his
keys.
While
Kyungsoo was busy looking the lost metal, another figure emerged from the other
side of the corridor, his lips curved into a wide grin upon seeing Kyungsoo who
was about to slip his key inside the keyhole.
“Kyungsoo
hyung!”
Kyungsoo
froze from his position and hesitantly turned his head toward the man
approaching him, silently praying that he wasn’t the last person he wanted to
see. He dropped his keys down when it was Kim Jongin in his black wifebeater
and shorts, looking all good and happy while Kyungsoo was feeling the opposite.
And this was after Jongin's dating news with Jennie of BlackPink, January 1, 2019.
Amidst the crackling of fireworks scattering upon the night sky and the bustling streets accompanied by the noisy chatter and loud music, Kyungsoo smiled as his call finally connected to the person on the other line.
"Happy new year, Jongin!"
"Kyungsoo! Happy new year to you too!"
"You were gone for too long! Come back soon, Jongin-ah."
"You're right, I'm sorry Kyungsoo. I have a break next week and I'm going to bring Jennie with me too to introduce her to you and to mom."
Kyungsoo froze for a moment when he heard an unfamiliar name from Jongin.
"Jennie?"
"Oh! I haven't told you about it, didn't I? Jennie's my girlfriend. We've been going out for four months already."
It was that moment where Kyungsoo felt like everything stopped moving around him. all the noises were tuned out and all he could hear was Jongin, Jongin's breath and Jongin calling his name.
